This is me

I love deeply. I care deeply. I don't let go easily, but I can let go. I am strong. I am independent. I am motivated. I want to be loved for me, for all of me.

The season

This season is all about family. I am so thankful to have such a loving family. Today i had one of those wow moments. My brothers and sisters and I were hanging out and i was overcome with this feeling of love. We were all there at my sister's house laughing and joking. It was one of those moments that can only be described as perfect. I needed that moment.

So sometimes.....

I get ahead of myself.

Month

So it has been about a month since my last post, and as usual, I feel like so much has happened. Life is always so crazy yet at the same time uneventful. I don't know if that makes any sense. Any way, I wanted to sit and write because I feel like my head is overflowing with thoughts. First, I can't believe the year is almost over. It seems so surreal that in a few weeks another year will have gone by. What have I accomplished this year? I suppose a lot of things. Perhaps nothing as big as graduating from college, but I feel like I accomplished many small things.
Funny how I can't think of them....lol...Well let's see, I got a new job, that was definitely an accomplishment. I loved my old job, but I needed to find something with more stability.
I'm stumped...I want to say that I finally learned how to be alone...but in reality I never really was. I was always surrounded by people. I always surround myself with people.
In fact I met a lot of people this year. I am thankful for the people I met. I met Kevin. Kevin is good. Our relationship is good. I am happy. Our relationship has changed my life. I don't think that qualifies as an accomplishment, but it is definitely an amazing thing.
Thinking back to what I wrote last year about what I wanted to accomplish I can also say that I accomplished letting go. I let go of anger. The anger I had last year no longer torments me. I have moved on.....I have moved on.
Okay, so I know what I have written does not pertain to any of the happenings of the past month, but it's just what I was thinking about. I guess more thinking occurs than actual events....hmmm.........